Life through my eyes......
Friday, October 27, 2006
So yea...looks like I'll be driving around at night LOL...paranoid that the cops will be pulling me over....errrr
I want these boots from DSW..I'm so going to get them after work
What am I going to eat for lunch
When will this freaking weight come off
He'll be home in a month
I see HIM in two weeks and I still smile each time I see his face pop up on my phone
He's helping me get over HIM....and that is much needed
He is still trying.....but trying ain't cutting it this time.....let's pray I stand my ground
I'm going to TX to visit Red (Kappa ex).....didn't want to go to Vegas alone..casue you know they stalk people that are alone LOL..and R couldn't go out of town next weekend he has his son...so I will be in Sunny Dallas....let's hope it's sunny
I have a layover in the CHI...sorry I can't explore more of it cause based on Tenacious' love for her city I've been dying to see crack heads on the corner and stop some traffic LOL...sike let me stop
It's finally FRIDAY...why do I crave the weekend so
I need to go back to BK's Jazzercise class...probably before Nov ends hahaah..then again hopefully before then
I need some stuffing in my life...I can't wait to grub on thanksgiving..i'm gonna stop eating now so I can fit all that food in
He says he yearns to hear my voice sometimes (yes sometimes..cause I can be a pain and this I know lol)
I love sleep..why can't I get paid to do it.....
My dog is crazy....he trys to act like he's walking me sometimes...man slow the heck down
I'm going to see SAW III tonight with R....the week before last we had a talk about where this whole thing is going...ummm we've known each other for 2 years and if it hasn't gone anywhere now...do you really think it is going anywhere
He says the type of connection he has with me..he doesnt have with anyone else...alrighty buddy, what the heck does that mean..scratch that I know what it means
He says he cares about me..even loves me..but it scared...why is this the age old excuse..I mean come on man...I ain't gonna just continue to do what I do with you..I can move the heck on...LOL
Someone sent me a text yesterday...apparently it was someone I use to talk to..but have since deleted their number...I asked who it was..they didn't respond so I said well apparently you aren't someone I need to know anymore LOL....great
I think it was nurse dude for some odd reason.....
Why do I laugh when I watch porn LOL....
Did I really just admit to watching porn....
I need to go back to sleep