Life through my eyes......
Thursday, October 05, 2006
honey-libra . . . this will be a little tough, since we don't frequent each others blogs that often, but here goes. Go back to your post from October 26, 2005. Of the 7 things you said you wanted to do before you die, which one are you closest to doing?
Ok so I go back to that post.....here is my list:
1) Have a better relationship with God
2)Write a book
3) Get married and have kids
4) Own my own business
5) Speak more French so I can visit Paris (lol)
6) Learn to ride a motorcycle and buy one
7) Earn a Doctrate
So the truth is if I had to pick one that I'm really close to it would be number 1. I've learned over time that life is too short for anger or trying to become upset over things you can't change. I'm not saying I don't get peeved but I pick my battles. For example a close friend of mine celebrated her bday the other week. We went out to dinner, I among some others thought it started at 7 when it started at 530. Our mistake yes, we read the evite wrong so we were late..we come in say hello and sit down..the night moves on. Later I find out that she was upset because we didn't stop to hug her...this all after she was laughing and jokin....I apologized..she pointed out that we were the ones who read the evite wrong, we could have lost our reservation...I told her once again that all I could do was apologize and leave it at that...if she wants to drag it out she can..I'm not. I love her dearly but I don't need no drama queens....she tried to say that I'm only concerned when it's convienant for me...I said perhaps I do and that's an issue I need to work and pray on....guess she thought I was getting smart cause she said perhaps to....to make a long issue shorter LOL...I have no time to worry and fuss...I do what I can do and move on....like it or not life goes on. I've learned all this because I realize that God allows things to happen..we might not know the method to the madness but it will all come out. Even the more reason for me not to try and kill Bill (better known as Constant)...he will get what's coming to him worse that anything I could ever imagine even if that's living a life of regret knowing that he let a wonderful woman like me go....I'll be happy he wont', I'll have love..he won't...ok, ok let me stop that might sound a little mean. So I thank God each day for waking me up, allowing me to struggle through this thing called life. Some people don't get the opportunity to wake up, be around those they love, talk to those they love on a daily basis or go to a job that pays the bills until they find something they love doing.....I've learned to sing in and out of the shower, dance around the house and laugh at my corny jokes even if it means laughing alone. I'm me and that's what it is...and I thank God for showing me that
So here goes.....ask me anything. This is my very own day of reckoning..I know some of you have been drying to ask me something...anything....and I'll be honest even if it hurts.....
Am I ready....No
Will I answer truthfully....yes
Aight.......I'm all ears