Life through my eyes......
Monday, January 30, 2006
Friday: Hung out with T and M @ Love in DC. Man those people in there are funny. Guys walking around with furs on and shades. I mean dang pick a season. I'm hot already from the massive crowd of blacks and the liquor that is running through my system then they try to dance with you therefore allowing the hair on their fur to shed onto your back...WOW.......Then there was this guy there who was dancing and I tell ya that man needed to be a stripper cause he was working it and we were acting like we were giving him dollars...too funny. Then as the night progressed we were posted up by the stage and this guy came over and pushed T so he could sit down. She gave him the "ug mug" and he was like ah girl you ain't that cute, I'm trying to sit down. I was like dang what your legs couldn't up that fatty up no more lol..that's what I was thinking but I didn't say that to him. He looked like he ain't have no problem with hitting a chick and I ain't want to have to cut no one LOL. So then he proceeds to talk to me about if he pushed her or not and I was like boo that's between you and her and I went on to dance. Afterwards Green Eyes called and we proceeded to get into an argument (yes at 3am). I tell ya that man has more games that Milton Bradley..and he be saying I'm playing games. Talking about he was on his way home and I wasn't home yet and all that jazz. So it got so irate that we were both yelling then I brough it down to a level one and told him that I wouldn't call him no more cause he was like F you and talking about I would regret hanging up on him, even though he hung up on me. So I was like aight I won't call you no more, bye and mind you I said this in a pleaseant manner and a quiet tone. I guess he wanted me to yell and what not.
Sat: Had driving class because I found out my license was suspended and I had to take a class to get it back. So I was in class from 9-5, yea man as soon as I got my license back I was so happy to jump in my BlueBerry that's what I call my car cause the color reminds me of a blueberry and drive I didn't know what to do with myself. Green Eyes calls me while I'm in Tar'get (Target) and leaves me a message talking about he's sorry that he went off..he was upset and had alcohol in his system, plus he feels that I go out too much. I was like hmm ok wow, so I called him back and left him a message and said I accept your apology but I don't have time for games, and as far as me going out too much. When someone is occupying my time enough I dont' hang out as much, plus I've been out 5 times since he's known me (Sept 05) and 4 of those times was this month which is probably why he thinks I go out too much. I said plus you only come over after you have finished playing pool with your boys so what does that say about you. Plus I can count on one hand how many times we've been out..that's sad. We aint' dating boo cause if we were dating I wouldn't be able to count that anymore it would be too numerous. I think he needs to get a grip.
Sun: Went to my cousins church in Glen Burnie. It was really nice..she and her husband are pastors of a church up there and she wrote a play and yesterday was the first time they showed it. I learned alot and realized a lot at the same time. I've been noticing lil things about Green Eyes that let me know it wasn't going to work but I didn't listen to myself and now I am. I can't deal with someone else's games cause I can do that alone. So after that I went home and went out with this girl who use to babysit me when I was lil (more like 12 lol) she's 30 now and lives in NOVA so we did lunch near Potomac Mills...went home and chilled out.....in the process I've realized that I need to let some guys go that I've dealt with or are dealing with. Either because they annoy me or I know it won't work but I'm clinging to the hope of something coming out of it. So I'm not gonna do that anymore it's not getting me anywhere or giving me anything but a big headache and confusion..which I can do alone lol. I miss my Will, he's in the navy and he's leaving on the 6th for 3 weeks....what can I say I'm use to it now but I can't wait till he gets out
so as you can see my weekend wasn't too much of a fuss, but it was refreshing all the same (smile)