Life through my eyes......
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
I've gained 10 pds and I'm so upset with myself....so tonight I will aggressively begin attacking the treadmill...then again not so aggressively I'm not trying to pass out.
Why the heck are you trying to convince her that she meant nothing to you, if she meant nothing to you then you and homegirl wouldn't be having this convo on the train...on top of that why is she buying the B.S., ewwww kissing just so nasty...save that mess for home
Why are you staring at me, I mean if your gonna say something then say something or else I will continue to look at you like you've lost your mind..thanks
I dont need you to ignore me right now, this is the time when I need you the most....I know your mad but shutting me out isn't going to help the situation
I can't wait to see my fam next week, hold my nephews, play with them, give em lots of kisses..they make me feel better
Why do I wish that tears really did wash away pain...permanently
Why do I sometimes wish I had the power to starve myself...I just can't do I guess that's a good thing
I have the end of the semester bug...not wanting to go to class, turning my work in via email..one more month to go and it's all over...until next semester
This is getting darn right ridiculous....I mean come on man....WOW
I wish I could just up and move, leaving everything behind..I wonder who would miss me first.
If I could have a remote control like the one in the movie CLICK would I really use it, I wonder how it would change my life
I'm tired of caring.....sometimes I just wanna be mean...however as hard as I try it's just not there