Life through my eyes......
Thursday, January 04, 2007
I'm so ready to go home and it's only 11:00am
Why does time past so slow when you want it to go faster and then when you want it to slow down it acts like you didn't even say slow down
Vicki's is having a semi-annual sale I will be obtaining some new undies this weekend..I brought some last weekend but you can never have enough vicki LOL
Why did this dude who likes me say that he has a TV..ok and...LOL...he asked what my plans were for the evening and I said watch ER at 10 and thats when he said you know I have a TV right...I said yea I remember..great
Talking about I should come over and check out his satin sheets so he can wrap me in them...Ummm NO...I said people fall off their sheets LOL...he says you wont' fall cause I'll be holding you....great, just great
He is what we call....one of the slow ones
I wanna wear my sweater dress this weekend...it's soo cute!! I was gonna wear it on new years but didn't get to :) LOL let me stop
We had the "talk" last night. What are we doing, were are we going that type of thing. We're both on the same page but decided that we're spending the right amount of time together and we like that..so we'll keep going and see where it goes.
So Missy NO I don't have a boo boo yet...but I'm close LOL
If you don't call I ain't go cry...please I just delete and move on. Please believe that I'm not playing when I say who is this..cause you did that to yourself LOL
Talking about you been thinking about me...boo no you haven't I ain't got time for your mind games....I think about marrying Denzel but that ain't happening LOL
R called me last night to tell me about his new years in Atlanta...talking about folks was paying $400 to get into this one club..I told him that's what he got for leaving me on new years....
I think we got into a tiny spat..I say think cause I never called him back to finish the convo. He lost his job and was saying that if he keeps going on this path and not progressing towards a job then I might stop talking to him...I was like No and for you to think that I talk to you cause of what you can buy me or whatever is deformation to my character...I was a lil teed off....let him meditate on that
Why has Red my ex who lives in TX (and now has a kid) been emailing me talking about he wants me back but he's moved on umm great your a walking contradiction buddy...you can't say you've moved on and then in the same breathe tell me that you want me and don't want me to be with anyone else. Talking about he's coming here and wants to see....and that's FINAL!!! Umm boo you don't even know where I live or the vicinity of it....be my guest LOL
I wish this paycheck was the one that my raise shows up in..I have to wait two more weeks.....great...then again God knows I am trying to budget better this year so he knows I need those two weeks to prepare my mind LOL
This year will be about accepting no excuses and just dropping folks if I find that they are trying to feed me BS. No more games, no more Ms. Nice Honey...it's bout time to let these fools know that I'm so SINCERE LOL..I love saying that hahaha
I need to go buy some books on saving..I'm going to a financial workshop later this month so we'll see what I learn.
Music was over last night as stated earlier....he tail is hilarious..we were in the kitchen for about 20 min tryin to poke a hole in his belt cause it was too big on him LOL....
I was surprised at how open I was about what I was feeling..usually I try to skirt around it. He was like do you really like me LOL...I was like umm who says that..I mean I just said I did. Then he was saying how folks act like they do but they really aren't. I said I dont' have time for games chico....so great. I like you that's that....and like the potentialness (made that up) of where this could go.
We made up a word last night...emotionalessness LOL...that's what he is somewhat. Cause after I said what I said he was like do you want a response you're looking like you do. I was like well you can and if not then that's fine. I said what I said and that's that.
I think we're digging one another but we just wanna make sure. No need to rush plus I've noticed that things have started to change on their own so that's a good thing.
We're going running Saturday morning..I told him I don't run I walk or lighly jog..so he might have to leave me LOL
Later on that day we're going to Dave and Busters so that should be fun...get a couple drinks, play a couple games, eat some food and then go to sleep LOL
I'm gonna see if I can convince him to go to the movies...he's not a movie person though LOL
I promise time has it out for me....it's only 11:15....come on MANNNN
I am on my grind come Monday with this weight lost thing. I wanna lose 10 pds by March which would mean that all in all I want to lose 20 pds by October...pretty reasonable since I lost 20 pds last year..I can do it..I just need to focus!!