Life through my eyes......
Friday, January 12, 2007
The lil snore you give off as your eyes flutter behind your eyelids, how you sometimes mumble or moan...I wonder if I'm in your dreams...what am I doing
I remember us laughing at someone on TV when he was watching her sleep..we both said that's crazy..guess that makes me crazy
I laughed when I said...have I told you that I missed you....then I answered my own question at the same time as you did....yes (once before)
What is up with that bathroom smell LOL....we think it's the water but who knows....talking about only the devil smells that bad hahaha....you're so like a hubby...trying to figure out what it is
Watching ER with you last night was so simple but I smiled inward when I realized how I just love being around you....you laughed when I got excited cause I knew Forrest Whitaker was gonna be in her house....how I knew that man was Abby's dad and how I fussed when that nurse lady left her son in the living room (to go in the room with a guy) and started a fire.
I laugh when you say I talk loud..that my TV is on deaf and that it's always hot in my room or either too cold....you always got something to say LOL
You have a swagger about you that is soooo sexxy....but of course I'd never tell you that
I love watching you....talk, laugh, tell a joke...is that crazy
I love how you rub my face as we cuddle......
I love how you play fight with me......always pulling me close to you
I don't think you know how much I'm into you......
Then again perhaps you do......but I don't want to rush things so I'll just let it ride
Where ever this is going is fine with me.....you make me believe in happiness again
Can't wait to go to the gym with you...funny cause I feel like it's a date LOL....when it's not
You make me feel all mushy on the inside......
I wonder if I make you feel the same
You're so hard to read sometimes, silence is sometimes your best friend
I smile when I heard you in the bathroom brushing your teeth....I love going in the bathroom when your not there and seeing your brush beside mine
Why does it feel as if you fit so perfectly....there....and everywhere else LOL
I look forward to waking up next to you.....
Kissing you goodbye in the morning seems so simple but it gets me through my day
I don't wanna focus on what could be....just what's here and wha'ts occuring now
I've subconciously cut others off....I didn't realize that till last night.
No one else matters....you make me happy
I'm fine with not seeing you for a day or two but when I see you I realize how much I've missed you
How you hug me, kiss me, hold me, wrap your arms around me as I wash dishes or cook
How we cuddle on the couch or on my bed...how I sit in your lap on the chair
How you like grabbing and hitting my butt LOL
I can't wait to spend another weekend with you again...having you all to myself for 2 days was wonderful....I even turned my phone off....and I could have cared less
I want you to be my Valentine....isn't that so third grade :)
I wanna write you a love note....will you be mine circle yes or no
Of course you'll think it's corny and laugh and I'll play mad and then I'll be like no really pick one and you'll pick no just to see what i say LOL...
Truth is life since these last two months has been a little better because of you and I know you don't know that but it's true
I don't want to be negative and say that it will end as the others have because something tells me this is different...then again I guess..........
....I'm thinking about HIM too much