Life through my eyes......
Monday, July 23, 2007
Change is Weird...sometimes
The weather was nice and we were done around 4ish, got some food and headed home. Me and the roomie headed to Loehmans (which is my new favorite store LOL) to find something to wear that night....we were only gonna be in there about 30min but umm by the time we got home it was 8 o'clock and we were headed to H2O so we said earlier that we were gonna leave the house at 830..yea right LOL...anyone that knows me and knows my roomie know we can do it but that night it just wasn't happening...so we didnt' leave till a lil after 9. R called and said he was working OT that night and if we wanted to stop by to say hey...so after we saw that the line was TOOOOO long and we wouldn't be getting in for free lol (cause that's how we like to party) we decided to head to LOVE which is right down the street from him job....so we stop through there to see his new office and what not..he introduces us to his boss and some of his coworkers...now this is the funny part. R calls me sunshine...he says that with me there is no drama and he's right we agree to disagree and we have fun..we go days without talking to one another and we're fine...he assumes I've had a BF out of all this time we've known each other and apparently this works for him LOL he knows that I have someone now and we still hang out. So anywho we get to his job and he introduces me and roomie and everyone is like oh hey..pause...this is sunshine which one is sunshine...he points to me and they are like heyyyy sunshine lol im like oh goodness what has he said about me..the ladies are like yea that's her she's pretty, yea they are 10 years apart..on and on while I'm like cheesin and tryin not to give him evil eyes LOL..roomie is crackin up....and they are like we told him he needed to get it together age aint nothing but a number.....so we drive off after sayin bye and i'm like what did you say and he's like nothing I just talk about how I care about you and we have fun but I'm scared of getting hurt...all of this as I'm making plans to create a life with Hun....greeaaattt. So we take him to his bike and we head to LOVE and roomie is like what are you gonna do..I said what you mean..she was like clearly he has feelings for you.....he told everyone at his job about you...I'm like boo I'm gonna be with Hun and what will be will be....I'm just gonna have to limit or rather stop my time with R cause if things continue as they have been someone and that someone might be me is gonna get hurt. School starts in a month so great..I'll have something to distract me.
On top of that things with Hun have been getting too hilarious. Yesterday we hung out at his moms bf's house for dinner and we were taking pics with my camera and his moms bf was like awww look at young love..wait another 2 years ya'll gonna be like get out my face LOL. So we got bored and I had my MP3 player in my purse so we started watching ATL he had one headphone and I had the other it was too cute...we were all huddled together and then these folks started blarring some Keith Sweat so we couldnt watch anymore...I'm dancing and singing and he's like no please stop LOL....too funny. We ate dinner then headed home, got there and watched a lil TV, cuddled and what not..he's so funny cause I see how he's changing as time progresses..before I couldn't even get him to try nothing new but yesterday he suggested we try something...I told him I'll pass because first I didnt' want him to do it wrong and second I think we should try it a diff way before we tried it the way he wanted to do it...cause I know it's weird for him (and I'm not gonna put on blast what he wanted to do...then again I can if I want it was a 69 LOL) I forget that I can say what I want this my dang on blog LOL. So anywho I was like nah we'll head into that slowly cause although I love that downtown visitation time I didnt' want him to do it wrong and scar me for life LOL. But when we first met I couldn't even bring that up or rather I didnt' want to even bring that up....I said aww babe thank you for wanting to explore......he's so sweet. Now sometimes when we hug I catch him smiling and I ask him what and he'll be like nothing just know that it's a good smile...that's my hun I tell ya. Its sad but I wish I could mesh him and R together LOL. Cause I'd do it in a heart beat. On top of that we were playin around and I was like you dont love me and he said just cause I dont say it doesnt' mean i dont...with the most serious look on his face...that shut me up lol
I'm tired as usual on a monday....I found out late last week that my best friend's (since kindergarten) mom has cancer in her breast. It's not the "normal" kind it ususally forms in the cartilage of your leg or something so they are going to operate first taking one of her breast...so I told her to let me know when it was and I'd come home to watch my goddaughter and stay with her. She's always been the more independent one of us simply cause she is the only child and lives with her grandparents and mother..so when I didnt' want someone watching over me like my parents I'd go to her house cause there I could do what I want..and she views my mom as sorta her mom....so she's taking it hard....her mom is taking it hard and I told her that as her Bestest and her sister she needs to keep me informed so that I can be there for her....plus she starts another semester as NSU in Aug and that's a headache....so yea just when you think you have it hard you realize that someone else has it harder.
My nephew is too hilarious I talked to him the other day and I promise I felt like I was interrupting him cause his new word is nothing but he was sayin it like aww come on auntie get off the phone LOL. His brother who is like 3months weighs according to my parents scale like 15 pds I said girl what the piss are you feeding him LOL. My mom says he has big legs like me..great LOL. I love my hunnies I need to go home to see them...I'm glad that I get to be this close to them but at the same time sometimes I feel like I'm so far cause I get sooo tired of driving LOL..I wish I had a driver or a plane that would be great.
Here's to hoping that the day goes by fast......
Randomness: Why did Kells make a remix to same girl and the girl is TPains wife...nonsense I tell ya!!